I think im going to commit suicide? PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME :'(?

Yeah i feel bad for you, i wouldn't know what to do either. You have it hard. Keep your chin up, don't worry about other people. Try and better yourself and set a goal for yourself. My advice is to you who cares about everyone else in this world. F*** em you don't need them, just worry about your self and what you could do to make it better for your self. When your step dad plays mind games with you just laugh at him. Who is he to make you feel emotionally abused, hes probably a nobody. Focus on your school, get good grades, go to college and get a good job so you can support your self and not have to rely on anyone, you will make your own rules in your life. By the time you are 22-25 you could be done with school and on your own! And your already 14 your almost there! just have that goal that you will complete college and get a good job. And than you want have to deal with any of these kinds of people.